So I'm not sure what kind of Rant I should do in this post my rants tend to be a bit all over the place.... but lets just wing it.
I think I wanted to touch base on my thoughts and feelings on dog breeding first, I don't think that will happen this time around. I think I'll hit the nail on the head and head right for how dumb some people are when it comes to the people they love.
Our new friend Sylvia a awesome woman, very out spoken a woman who will not think twice to ask you anything on her mind, she'll also tell you straight what she thinks on something and wont go behind your back on it. No she doesn't just say this I have seen her in action lol
I adore this woman but she's been with this man now for 5 years,they aren't married. She has 3 kids by him her oldest is from a prev relationship. This woman has been through a lot of shit like I have, but I can't stand her man. Why? cause he talks to her like she's a sack of shit and that doesn't fly with me.
Eg: She's sitting out with Josh and I the kids are playing, he comes home and bought some bread. starts walking to their house and she Say's "Oh yay bread" all cheery ... his response... "Of course it's bread you fucking idiot" then goes into the house..... needless to say this pisses me right off. I told her it did and she makes excises for this shit. Oh he's not as bad as my past boyfriends.... WHAT!! and why does that matter.... he's abusing you with words. It's the same thing and it hurts just as much.
I mean you love this person WHY the hell would you say something like that.
I see him say shit like this to her everyday. She goes on say he never has laid a hand on her so the words don't bother her... Bullshit the words hurt I know I had to hear them for 6 years with Tim they hurt just as much as being hit.
You don't say things like that to the people you love, you love them why would anyone go out of their way to hurt the people they love, it's sicking. The amount of people I have seen recently who don't give to flying fucks about the people they love and are so selfish it's really making me sick, I mean this is one of the reasons I don't bother with people that and many other reasons but this one is up there I tell ya.
Her reason for putting up with it, this strong will full woman is... she has 4 kids and she would have to live in the slums if she kicked him out....This kills me cause I know she's right, she would have to move back to the area she fought to get away from and now she's stuck here not being about to support her 4 kids if she kicked him. It's sad and true, hence pisses me off even more cause she's trapped somewhere she doesn't want to be and with a man she only loves when he's nice to her.
Now he thinks Josh wants her, so he doesn't want Josh around her....WTF unlike him I trust the man I love and I know he wouldn't do anything even if he wanted to lol
Josh treats me with respect and I treat him the same, we hardly ever fight and we never go to bed mad. If there's something we just can't agree one we try finding some kind of middle ground to work on. Josh treats me like a queen most the time and it took many years for me to get use to that. We love each other and other then in play we never ever say awful things in hate, it's wrong to say those kind of things to your loved ones.
He thinks Josh wants her and he's all but pretty much forbidding her to come around, now Josh can be a flirt but not really with her.
The Odd Joke here and there but nothing major but this guy insults Josh and it's starting to really get under my skin, we don't have a lot of friends by choice and to have him try and ruin a good friendship before it starts pisses me off, we offered him last night to come sit and chat with us you know what they guy said... "Why don't you just suck my dick"
Oh now if that's not a childish comment I don't know what is.
That so pisses me off beyond all else!
respect the poor woman gets none, she also Say's it's not like this inside the house, I don't overly think that's true I lived in hell with a man who beat, belittled, raped and controlled me and that shit doesn't fly with me.
I told her what Tim did to me, I told her what happened when I was giving birth to Bryce and he hoped I would die and said he was going to kill my dog ect... they who thing I don't open like this offen.
You know what she said to me..... Were you fucking stupid to put up with that.
You know what I said. I smiled and said he's I was a moron and a damn scared one. abuse is abuse no matter how you look at it and saying those kind of things to people you love and care about is complete abuse. pisses me off and makes me want to scream and pull my hair out, I'm getting even more pissed thinking about it so lets move on to something else.
Also on my LJ I said someone I cared about did something I lost pretty much complete respect for, was my cousin.... yet again she's drinking and this time she almost got herself killed.
I know I should sound more caring but she has a drinking problem she wont face and I hate to pretty much cut ties with her just for my own safety and sanity.
after getting her teeth knocked out and her eyes blacked she begs me to come and beat these people up to defend her........ya.......riggggggggght I'll get right on that one. I have very proactive of friends and family but you know what you make your bed you lie in it.
just a random rant from me..... "sigh"
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